sometimes i really wonder if ive made the right choice to join the jc system...... i really hate studying........ homework isnt the problem..... the problem is opeinin the book, reading and adsorbing the facts within it... i dun think i hav studied for more than half an hour at a go for the whole yr..... gahhh mayb i shoulda joined poly...... it seems easier.... haiz.... oh yea i ponned econs and trainin today.... damn im gettin really fat but i still am too lazy to go for trainin.....=P

yst went for maths basically wasted my time there jokin wif barney johnson and sharon...... then ponned phy to go watch xmen..... haha me johnson sharon and barney met raynard at cine to watch xmen....... johnson sharon and raynard all watch be4 le..... but sharon and raynard missed the last part, the part after the credits so they watched again..... haha no la i think they jus there to pei me and barney and raynard jus had nuthin to do......

haiz i should b studyin now but im doing this post gahhh......

ehhhhhh hav u eva experienced deja vu ??? like a scene that suddenly appears in ur head...... then weeks, months or even yrs later that exact scene reappears in ur life...... talked about this wif kylie last nite..... talked super long.... about deja vu and supernatural stuff...... was really intrigued by it.....

this deja vu thing got me to think...... its life really all planned out by god already ???? but if so.... are the decisions we make actually urs or izzit his will..... but if this is so.... then there really isnt any point in life is there ???

so i came up wif the question/qoute....." Are we just puppets acting out roles on this big stage of time ???? "

woot !!! last day of skool....... hmmm mixed emotions...... time for rest and yet i knew i screwed up my gp paper gahhhh(had a !^$#@^# headache during it i noe its not an excuse but...).... haiz i shoulda prepared more ZZZZZ....... but oh well... wads done is done...... every1 is gonna mug thru their june holidays.... like omg..... ive nvr studied in a holiday be4.... all i do is watch tv, use com and slp !!!!!! haha i noe im a pig....=P

hmmm i really wonder how much i will study..... hopefully i can settle down and start studying coz i noe nuts bout econs and physics.....gahhh mayb i shouldnt hav taken these 2 subjects hav totally no interest in it ZZZZ.....

after the paper i went to meet yip yeekai and kenneth at NYDC at wheelock place haha celebratin me and kenneths bday although kenneths bday has been over like a month liao.... haha we all had 3 amigos( a kind of baked rice/pasta) haha super nice..... then we got 2 mudpies once is chocolate and the other some nut thingy not sure of their names..... quite nice although i shouldnt b eatin it coz im still sick but who cares =P...... haha me and kenneth finished like 3/4 of it..... surprised im not coughin my lungs out rite now.....talked a lot of cock during the dinner and saw some videos of johnson gettin raped haha and he gave a confession too O.O..... din want them to treat me so i jus threw $20 at them at went off to the toilet....

hmmm then we went to walk around town..... went to heeren to buy sweets diaozzz walk frm wheelock to heeren jus to get some sweets..... smart sia..... at heeren we bumped into clarence algene jermery hanqi and yingneng haha was quite nice coz haven seen them in a while.... talked a bit... then went off......

oh yea.... they stuffed my money in my bag while i was in the toilet..... zzzzz told me only after i got off the train...... u ppl good !!!! *starts swearing* haha wad a nice way to end the term =)

damn..... holidays means i wont get to see u.... ZZZ

gahhhh im dying here...... bloody nose ( as in fucked up nose not bleedin ) stupid throat and some constant headache........ haiz.... i hate it when im sick...... cant do much stuff.... all i do is sleep...... yea ive slept like 3/4 of my day yst........ woke up to get lunch.... see doc and dinner..... all the other times i was sleepin...... yea i noe im a pig..... but who cares =P

hmm went to skool today...... basically coz there was econs lect haha...... heard she din come yst also..... phew din miss anything.... coz i dun wanna miss a thing( song by aerosmith..... super nice haha but also super old....) oh well..... yay she was here today thus wasnt listen to much of the lect.... not that i usually listen anyways..... oh yea.... then went home after the break..... coz i din feel like attending phy and pw.... stupid lessons esp the pw..... we basically stone around and hear teachers scream at us about how slow we are..... hey its not our fault..... we did wad cbn asked us to do.... then he not here and our stuff wif him wtf u want us to do....

oh yea..... the doc said it was a flu virus and i probably got it frm skool....... that cockhead charged me $33 for some flu medicine errr im nvr going back there again..... ok....faster own up whos the idiot that spread it to me...... pardon for the variety of vulgaities in this post..... feel like shit now sooo this post the language also like shit......

the colour RED....

is one of the most powerful colours in life asides frm black and white.... it represents a lot of things..... for chinese it represents prosperity and luck..... so they view it as a good colour....

howeva to the western and modern society......red is the colour of blood..... the colour of fire... the colour of hell....... red has overtaken black as the new colour for evil.....that is y the devil always protrayed as a red man wif a tail and horns and not black.....

red represents danger(code red).....i used to fear being trapped in a enclosed room wif a red light (mayb watch too much horror movies liao)..... i think it will make any perfectly sane person go mad.... i think red on the surface is a nice colour..... but if u think deeper and wad it really represents im not so sure anymore.....

actually i dun noe y im doing this post..... mayb its jus to tell ppl to be wary bout the colour red.... i really dunno....

oh yea i soooo love cakes.... =)

YAY !!!!!!!my bdays finally here...... after such a long wait....

haha was feeling quite sian/tired during skool hours....... haiz until 5 leh knn so damn long lor the hours haiz..... oh yea thanks for all the ppl who wished me happy bday..... haha sry i slept le so i din answer ur midnite calls....

haiz i dun like pe anymore they play some ultimate frisbee shit which is basically a very lame game wif involves ppl runnin to catch a bloody disk...... oh well i guess not all pe teachers are fun..... damn they tried to rape me after pe..... luckily they din do anything drastic.... or else.... oh yea they sang the happy birthday song damn loud during pe...... i think the wholre grandstand was looking..... super paiseh.....

shootin was damn off today also dunnp wad happened but oh well..... not everydays sunday.... jus when i thought i was gonna hav a lonely bday dinner all by myself........ sheryl and charmain joined me haha soooo happy..... we ate at a kopitiam near charmains house.... then we get some cake at an italian restaurant...... i got chocolate banana cake which had 1 candle on it..... haha so nice.... sheryl got tiramisu and charmain got oreo cheesecake haha all v nice..... but v ex also.... 3 cakes $20........ haha thanks for makin my bday special....

haha special thanks to sheryl for saying happy birthday a million times haha....

oh yea...... ppl..... wheres my presents ?????

waaaaa month of may..... super alot of ppl bday..... haha forgot to get my mum her present today.... her bday is today.... same day as sean.....

haha sham and sandra bought a cake today haha so nice....... on top got 5 names..... sheryl sean greg chee tng( hahaha they spell wrongly luckly he nvr come today haha) and me...... walau play wif cake la..... make until the table so messy...... haha wash finish come back then see sheryl plaing wif some cake ( btw is v nice... ) wif her hands..... eeyer damn gross.... mash up the cake..... haha i dun dare to go near her..... oh yea.... she was a few tables away only.....

hmm then played a bit of bball after skool..... had to go off a bit earlier coz my mum celebrating her bday today.... went to liang court to eat..... hmmm quite nice la.... we had some fish maw soup.... some funny crab meat wif tung hoon...... baked lobster (super nice)..... some veg wif mushroom.... and beef wif onion and garlic..... hmmm and they ask me not to spend so much money..... $200 for a 4 person dinner..... oh well its their money..... not like i hav any say in it.....

hmmm 2 more days =) =) =) =)

gahhhh see la nvr do warm up.....pulled my right leg muscle again.... sianzz but luckily its not serious this time.... should b ok in a few days.....

hmmm a warm shower can really pick u up =) esp. after trainin...... jus used my new passionfruit shower gel..... whoa i smell damn sweet now....... had the urge to drink up the bottle jus now haha.....

i think ppl always concentrate on the uglier side of their lifes...... they always tell ppl how suck their lifes are..... but they often overlook the goodparts of their lifes...... they take it for granted..... the fact that u do not hav to worry about ur basic necessities is one of god's blessins..... there are many ppl out there that do not have food to eat or clean water to drink..... so if u compare urself to them arnt u much more blessed ???

sooooo if u think im refering to u...... im probably am.... and this post isnt to one person only.....

CHEER UP PPL !!!!!!!!! =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERYL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha today was sports carnival....... damn sian la.... they asked me to play softball..... then reach there le ( late, due the prata oppz.....) they say enuff ppl le...... hmmm enuff ppl still ask me go.... diaozzzz...... oh well then slacked around..... watch ppl play stuff..... then go home..... hmmm congrats to the guys who won the 4 times 400 relay and the 2.4 challenge team.....

then went over to taka to celebrate sheryls bday.... hmm was basically jus a lot of crap in pepper lunch haha...... then went to walk around..... then due to every1s tireness most of the ppl went home after that including me.......

whoa !!!! i had no idea vesak day was some buddhist festival....... i always tot it was some malay or indian festival coz it sounds malay or indian...... haha but i dun exactly giv a damn.... to me a holiday is jus a holiday..... unless it involves me..... haha so much for racial harmony day.......

damn sth happened in econs lect yst.... damn y must it happen to me...... but at least i know her name now..... errr so does the whole class also ZZZZ........ oh yea blushed for the first time during it... haha must have looked really funny.....

heyyy yesterday a group of us went out to watch mi:3...... hmmm the show itself is quite nice.... howeva.. TOM CRUISE JUST WILL NOT DIE !!!!!!!!! arghh.... haha be4 the show i told barney to help me anyhow buy a drink at cheers for me... then he went to buy a 2.50 drink..... haha then it was super hard to open.... and drink a while no more liaozzzz oh well..... but it tasted alright i suppose........

ok..... on to today.... hmmm din see her at alll today gahhh.... super sian.... hmmm mayb she din come today.....sian.... ok enuff bout her..... was pissed at potato today she gave scarastic remarks.... and then she ask me to get out of the class..... go then go lor.... big deal first time meh.... then i went outside to slp lor... haha

hmm after skool went to ps to buy rings wif sheryl....gahhh i saw wrong....... i tot the nice rings were 55 a pair...... gahhh they turned out to b 55 for 1....... zzzz soo we settled for another pair..... hmm not bad la..... then we went on to see at some things to get for the other ppl whos bday is in may..... hmm she saw a few things but decided to come back tmr since she has to collect the rings anyway.......( hmmm this portion a certain very mean disembodied voice told me to write 1, hmm guess u can tell who ask me rite haha )

hmmm was talking bout forbidden fruits...... i think this plays a part in every single one of our lifes..... the more u cannot get it.... the more u want..... its very simple..... becoz every single one of us is curious and at the same time rebellious........ no nid to kid urself.... every1 is rebellious....

its jus like adam and eve..... god gave them the best lifes in the world... and gave them every single fruit in the forest to eat, all cept 1....... and yet the had to listen to that bloody snake and eat the fruit....... gahh retarded ppl.... oh well..... i guess its human nature.... hmmm guess thats all for todays post

Rules of the game:

Post 10 weird and random facts about yourself, then at the end list 5 people who are next in line to do this. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their blog and tell them to read yours. hmmm i think ive done this be4.... but who cares...

1) hmmm excessive used of hmmm, errrrr and dots........ haha can tell rite...... ok not very random but who cares.

2) almost gave up sec4 to become a cook..... was really interested in cooking at that time... did all sorts of research on the net but my mum made me finish my O lvls and thus i gave up the cook ambition.....

3) I got the smallest room eva...... a lot of ppl noe this(namely the ppl who come to my house b4) my room is like.... small.... haha dun noe y i chose this room..... my bros room is like 1.5 times mine but mine is the windiest.... love the days where i jus sit there and enjoy the wind

4) i hav times where im quiet..... where i think.... haha i dun look like i think much but i think... howeva its not often that this happens

5) i read a lot of comics namely chinese 1s coz the best is always in jap and they translate it into chinese, but now i read the eng translated ones coz its FREE !!!!! haha

6) i hav this clique called kpeople.... we are the best of frens and it comprises of kbud (me) , kfriend (kenneth fang), kperson (marc. yip) and kidiot (yeekai) haha dunno where it came frm also...

7) i love geog and hate econs...... hav no idea y i took econs as H2....arghhh totally regret it now.... must have been the influence of u ppl la..... but if i didnt i wouldnt hav met u great ppl.....

8) i am freaking shopaholic and i cant resist nice clothes esp. shirts..... budden i dun always hav to money.... haha lucky i dun hav a card or else sure over spend......

9) hmmm im easily addicted to games...... ok thats not exactly werid.... but i always finish the game no matter how long it takes unless it really sux.....and i can only play one game at one period of time...... i wont play the others...

10) woohooo finally at the last 1.... i love to drink.... mayb coz its like a forbidden fruit.... the more u dun let me drink the more i want haha.... hey i shall write about that in my nxt post.... anyways i started wif wine when i was young..... like pri 2 ??? dunno.... then i moved on to beer.... sux i dun like beer cept for that brand in taiwan..... hmm im not a hardcore drinker..... thus haven nvr been drunk.... although i was on the verge that time at vals house......

OOOOOO now i get to sabo ppl hehehe:
marcus yip
valerie
sheryl
barney
kfang

WooHoooo !!!!!! yaya luckily no1 has credit card !!!! yay cannot go wcg !!!!! haha not that we are not good enuff..... its jus that we haven trained for 1 wekk u want to go wcg liao..... a bit hmm.... not very smart and we haven tried all the combos.... soooo mayb nxt year ba !!!!

YAY on fri lester low treated me cookies and a drink !!!! HAHA i got first(full marks) in a geog quiz !!! haha long time nvr get first liao =)...... cept frm the time i got full marks for a maths FA !!!! haha cant believe that i din blog about it yesterday....

today was average...ok mayb yesterday coz now is sunday le...... yl had a sleep over at my house on fri.... wasnt exactly fun..... we din do anything.... he played a bit of dota and used my acc to chat for a bit then went to read my slamdunk......until 2 am......ok a bit over... but was damn funny when he laughs at the book.... damn can u return me my clothes... and did u take my underwear ?????? Damn !!!

then we went out to find the ppl in town...... haha johnson is damn funny !!!!! esp. at the hand bags part !!!! hahaha u all should hav been there was laughin my ass off wahaha... oh yea yl bought his pressies le.... now he only left mine..... wonder wad hes gonna buy for me.... then we went off the play lan.... in meridian as usual....damn hate the system there... then i went off to church to help them film some video for an event....haha in between when theres nth impt. i went to fold roses (that strip of sponge-like thingy) haha now got 3 in my bed room.... see who nice to me mayb i giv 1 to them hehe..... oh yea in incident happened today.... but shall not comment as everything is over and i was the nice guy again =) haha so happy that i can be of help u to ppl again...

hmm jus started to rain.....how nice the sound is when the night is all quiet..... haha long entry.... must b coz im feelin rather happy right now..... although its 2 am.... haha

hmmm quite long no post..... haha anyways..... i cut my hair again....... haiz look likes jus like last time.... when it was shorter....haha dunno whether it is a good thing..... haha oh well....

hmm theres this girl in the econs lecture.... haiz.... super chio.... howeva shes quite white, like some1 threw a flashbang in ur face(quoted frm barney) haha but i dun care..... hmm quite opposite me but....

hmmm mayb ppl not feeling well emotionally these few days..... also dunno y..... first it was sharon now its kylie..... but its a different case for each of them..... hmmm trying to help them but dunno whether its working......

hmmm how come its so much easier to talk on msn or the fone then in person are we as humans losing the ability to communicate face to face..... or do we jus like to hide behind the screen for fear of exposing the emotions on out faces...... mayb it could b jus that it givs us more time to think....... shall write bout other stuff in another post..... this post is crap.... probably coz ppl are asking me to play dota now haha.....

hmmm found this in some booklet i got frm church

love is silence, when your words would hurt;
love is patience, when your neighbour is curt;
love is deafness, when a scandal flows;
love is thoughtfulness, when others woe;
love is promptness, when stern duty calls;
love is courage, when misfortune falls.

hmmm 6 months has past since the o lvls ended...... its been 5 months since the year end holidays ended...... been 2 months since humphrey last existed....... haizzz where hav all the good times gone....

errr the first part of the post and the later has nuthin in common dunno wad i doing haha who cares jus another random post