hmmm tensions are runnin high in class..... really wished that the ISSUE din happen at all.... then ppl wouldnt b soooo sad.... things wouldnt get sooo (ermmm pardon me) fucked up.... haiz... hope that it would come to an end soon..... i really cannot take 2 frens behaving like this..... best frens turn into like that...haiz... i really dun noe wad to do.....

sometimes i really want to turn time back...... to go back and correct my past mistakes....in this case to correct theirs...... oh well.... i guess wads done is done..... cant say whose fault it is....

damn yesterday went to get pizza at lucky plaza again..... awwww she wasnt there.... to think i wore until so nice haha joking...... hmmm.... sharon looked very depressed the whole nite..... but i think i noe y le.... haiz... whos the insensitive bastard eh.... dun make me kill u * pulls out parang frm behind back*

haiz..... hw been piling up again... its turnin into cat high all over again... haha.....

hmmm boring day...... cept that kylie came down again during out last break =) haha..... geog lecture was damn boring.... slept thru half the thing... lester had to tell me to wake up like 5 times ??? but i jus went back to slp after lookin up for 5 secs..... haha.... oh yea failed my maths test again....9/20... bloody functions.... cant do functions.... dun understand... then we played bball after skool till 730 haha almost cannot see anything liao then willin to zhao....

haha yay tmr skool starts at 1045..... mayb ill go wif them to eat prata tmr mornin... haha see if i can wake up =P.... oh crap the hockey team lost 2-0 today.... like wth.... see la nvr choose me..... make me hav to attend lessons.....ZZZZ

oh yea congrats to my laopo(sheryl) coz netball won today =) budden she sprained her ankle...... hmmm mayb ill get u an ankle guard for ur bday haha.....

anyways quite late le..... sooo gonna slp now.......nitez all...

arghhhh u ppl got my emotions up again........ sry if i said wad i said...... there was no ill intent at all.... jus to wake up the sleepin idiot....... haiz... but it din work..... still in dreamland ZZZZZ

haiz wonder y some guys are so petty.... cant take a joke..... when he himself is always doing stuff like that...... mayb hes so obvilious to his surroundings haha i quite pity him sometimes......

hmmm today was quite sian..... stoned wif yl for a while after skool....... then went to gym to visit barney and ashley.... haha had an unexpected gain at the gym..... haha barney eh.... always lookin for chio bus........ haha...... budden today at the gym 1 is really super hot legs... damn nice la haha...... but dun dare to ask for no. haha....... still want dbl team...... looks like can go gym more often....

haha then we went to play bball till very late again.... haha super waste time....... hmmm todays form not bad......thats all for tonite nitez peeps.....

YAY finally bought my shoes...... not exactly my first choice but its ok..... quite nice also budden its only for hockey

arghhhhh u bloody ppl are always late....... i reached queensway on time but yl and sikai was bloody late..... so they called barney to came later also...... so i practically stoned there for more than half an hour....... until barney came....... ate laksa there but forgot to ask them not to put hum..... almost puked when i accidentally bite on 1...... yuck hums are so disgusting........

then me and barney went to shop...... i bought a white collared t-shirt.... and barney bought a levis belt..... orange fabric..... not bad but slightly too ex for me...... then me yl and sikai bought our shoes.... i bought turf shoes for hockey and yl and sikai bought bball shoes......

hmmm then we went down to town in search of a pair of earrings budden search all the jewellery shops in town still dun hav....... haiz is there such a nid to buy such an ex. present ???

oh well then we went to play pool...... sikai hands no nid soo stiff or else can jing more balls...... then went to eat dinner at pizza hut at lucky plaza....... HOHO..... there was this chio bu working at lucky plaza haha...... then me and barney were like " haha ur type ah ??" then jus keep staring...... haha barney when u gonna treat me to pizza ????? was damn funny but the girl really not bad but jus a tad too old( coz working liao ma....) haha then went over to meridian to play lan.... haha jus realised i haven been playin lan eva since i got wc3 at home..... haha its a draw !!!! coz not enuff time.....

hmm then we went home....... saw yvonne at dohby ghaut wif a bunch of her frens..... haha whole day play cards......... hmmm i suppose that was all for yesterday...... oh yea couldnt post this yesterday coz internet got prob...... bloody singnet sux

Argggg pulled the front muscle in my right leg...... haiz shouldnt hav gone to jump standin broad jump wif barney.......

hmmm today did my 2.4....... i got 11.10( phew din lose to sheryl =P lose to girl then v diu nian haha budden u seriously v fast leh...)...hmmm it think is my best eva budden could hav gotten a bit better mayb even under 11 mins...... budden im nvr gonna run it again....... felt like pukeing on the first turn of my 6th round( hav to run 7 rounds coz the bloody cj track is shorter than the ave 400m...) so u should nvr eat ba cho mee b4 u run 2.4........ haha then we went to play bball..... was quite funny...... should hav seen brandon and sean foolin around haha damn funny

hmmm i think i can do my 3 pull-ups le..... budden is jus made it 1..... haha must hav been the push-up version of dai di....... did like 100+ in 2 days..... haha whole day tio double and triple.... hmm but i made them do alot also haha......

errrr today there was like a big confrontation of val and cbn......coz val was made to change sit (is sittin beside me that bad ?!?!?!? haha joking la ) then she thinks cbn is pickin on her( yea i agree to a certain extent..... coz of 1st 3 months la....) so that had a big hoohaa in the lab...... then cbn say he dun care her liao ( not like she gives a damn.....)

ok.... that was everything interestin today...... nuthin much liao soooo js i posted liao ok ????

today is easter sunday....it holds a great significiance to us christians.... it is on good friday when jesus was crucified upon the cross.... he bled for us.... to cleanse us of our sins....and today he rose frm the grave....and walked once again on this land....

yesterday went out again..... at first met marc and yl and had some cheap jap food for lunch..... then went to walk around trying to shop as usual.... but ended up wif nuthin partly coz yl was moaning to go play xbox after only an hour of looking around....... so we headed over to cine to play..... was owned in king of fighters(coz nvr play be4) then the rest ok la.... wasnt as fun wif only 3 players.... should get more....

then met nel kevin laoliu and tt for dinner..... laoliu left be4 dinner... then we couldnt decide where to eat.... walked around taka for so long...in the end we had mos burger as kevin wanted to go there.... zzzzzz i think i accidently ordered wrongly coz i was in a rush to go toilet..... i ended up wif some veg burger..... haha... damn healthy... is a beef patty wif a huge tomato slice sandwiched my lettuce...... hmmm dosent taste that bad as there was thousand island dressin in the lettuce..... haha budden not fillin at all....

then me yl marc and nel went to the cat high symphony band thingy we were late and din noe where the hell is victoria concert hall.... in the end had to asked strangers.... also coz we were late there were no seats for 4 ppl.... so we sat at the side of the hall for the first half of the concert..... during the intermission we found the front row empty and we jus sat there.... then started to msg sharon bout some things.... haha shant disclose wad it is..... can come check my fone if u desperately want to find out haha..... the concert was unexpectedly nice.... i could get used to classical music haha......

after that me yl and zhong hao went over to my place for supper.... zh treated us to chai tao gui then we went home........ thats was all for yesterday i suppose........

hmmm today was boring........ budden yesterday was fun....... haha we went to play pool yst. after skool.... marc. joined us for dinner and ice-cream haha at the ice-cream shop we played wif val's condom...... to my surpised both sharon and val has nvr seen a condom in person be4 much less bout how it works, but i shant explain it here haha....

hmmm then amazingly my mum let me stay over at yl's place.... haha too bad sharon couldnt go =(.... then me val zh marc. and yl went over to his place..... was quite fast as we were at dohby ghaut previously...... hmmm oh yea zh wore val's skirt haha damn funny..... later we played majong(wth... i din win a single game.... hmm looks like cant gamble at all liao...) and i used msn..... and then sth unexpected when i was chattin on msn happened.... shant mention it here..... coz the person would b embarrased i guess......

hmmm then me zh and val cramped onto yls bed....... then val keep tryin to get me off the bed...... while yl and marc slept on the floor...urghhh keep ur hands(or legs) to urself la..... in the end i only slp a few hours...... so now im damn tired haha....

haha the nxt mornin me and val made breakfast..... we cooked tomyum instant noodles.... and fried some eggs..... we had sunny-side-up, scrambled, and an omelette(hmm i not sure how to spell it) haha so we saved on the breakfast money haha........ later yl and I went to meet barney and sharon to play arcade and buy stuff(sikai joined us later)...... while val and zh went home..... the rest of the day was boring.... so shant mention it here

hmmm there are currently 2 topics that are on my mind now.... obsession and coolness

but i dun feel like talking bout both now...... todays post will be delicated to coolness....

wad exactly is coolness ????
to me, coolness is about how other ppl view u.... how they feel bout u.... its about the way u hold and present urself.... its about the little things that you do wifout realising..... these things cant be changed over night..... and is definately not inborn.....

howeva coolness does hav to do wif the people u hang out wif...... u cant expect some1 to be cool when all he does it hang out around nerds and geeks..... another thing is that u do not hav to be handsome or beautiful to b cool.....its not exactly about the clothes u wear, is how u wear them...... u most definately do not hav to be rich to b cool ( although it does help haha...)

hey sooooo dun worry if u think u are not cool haha... theres always time to change..... but sharon u are cool k ???

hmmmm was today fun ???? i dunno.......

was jus a routine day of going out..... but this time wif different ppl.... it think it was coz of that that made up for it....... or else i think it would have jus been a total waste of money.

haven see zhonghao in a while...... tt, nel, js, rfong and yip i see every few weeks....... hmmm we did nuthin much...... played pool( arghhhh for some unknown reason i lost to js.. must have been the pee in my bladder).... played xbox(was surprisingly cheap at cine) then nuthin liao...... haha kinda no life i must say.....

but tonite sharon said i was SMART !!!!!! YAY !!!!! haha..... nuthin to write bout liao...... jus writin this post coz im sian..... haha

haha decided to do a short post today( coz haven blogged in a long time).....

hmmm first time i really played bball in a long time..... and i suck.... haha and yay i plucked out my nail le......haha not many ppl noe bout my droppin nails.... eeks i think i sheddin my nails..... omg.... one by one my nails will drop off !!!!!!! ARGGG dunno wad is happenin to me.... mayb not enuff calcium... coz i dun drink milk..... yucks cant take the taste.....

hmmm a few days back a question hit me...... after some1 keep tellin me that he REALLY LOVES some1 else...... wad exactly is love........ is love jus attraction between two people ?? izzit jus physical attraction or is there something else......

do people often mistake a friendship for something more, people mistake love for friends as love for couples..... is there any difference between the 2...... haizzzzz

are people fallin in love or are they jus fallin in love WIF love..... hmmm who can answer these questions that are revloving in my head......

haha theres a siao lang in class.................

and he sits right beside me in class ZZZZZZZZZZ.........

everyday hes been spammin me wif stuff i dun really giv a damn about.......

and its always the same line(no prizes for guessin wad it is)........

ARGHHHHHHHHHH when will there b a change in sittin arrangement !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha jokin la.... budden u cant get a worser partner haha........

oh yea..... been really pissed over some ppl in class this week....... haha only kylie knows who.... shant say who in this blog coz no doubt there will b a lot of shit if i do........ thank you kylie for listenin to my bitchin on msn haha.......