Would it b better or not to let go................ to leave ur feelings behind........ and risk being listed as not zhuan yi.........haiz...... do i still like my first love ???? i really do not know....

The only reason i am trying to let go is to prevent more ppl frm gettin hurt(mainly myself)....and to protect fragile friendships..... friendships that i treasure......friendships that make my life meaningful....

But then again now that i see them kissing i do not feel the extreme jealousy that once filled my heart..... i think im getting used to it...... although i still choose not to look at them if possible..... haiz......

haiz.....i know that u will b reading this.....i jus hope that u are really happy rite now.....if u are i really give u my best wishes =)

I SWEAR THAT I WILL FU*KING BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF THE BASTARD IF HE BROKE HER HEART........