hmmm yst was quite an eventful day.....

had trainin in the morning.... bleh ran sooooo damn many rounds..... oh yea thanks ahbia for slowing down..... but nvm la we still came in first.... blarg... my legs aint working properly....

then bia came over for a swim.... sort of used to jacuzzi to relax out muscles.... but obviously it din work coz my legs are still dying....

then raynard yl and yeekai come over for mahjong.... played for like.... 3 hours ??? won $5.10... ok ba.... its not for the money anyways...

then me and yeekai headed over to wala wala bar in holland village.... he had a frozen lime maragita while i got a black russian..... was quite nice.... only a bit ex..... haha

then went over to queensway coz it was kinda in that area.... finally got myself a bag.... =)

was freaking tired by the end of the day......

"not"and "interested"

these 2 words so commomly used...

when put together creates this barrier....

a barrier that i am afraid to even to attempt to overcome....

haiz....

and i thought there was this tiny glimpse of hope....

anyways.... this should have been posted a few days ago.... but i was too tired....

drained on the inside.....

It is said that one can know a persons worth by seeing how many people would cry for him at his grave......

hmmm doubt many will cry for me.....

since no1's reading this blog XP......

Hmmm its the same post as the 1 in the shared blog but yea i copied the whole thing coz i dunno wad to write anyways....

Ehhh wouldnt things be good if we could read peoples thoughts ?

like in the dialogue bubbles we see in comic strips...

there would be no confusion in this damned world....

but then again there will be no concealing things....

no secrets.....

but being able to keep things to yourself in an integral part of life...

we live on the basis that people react to actions and words rather than what we actually think....

often we can control actions and words....

but more often than not, our thoughts run wild.....

the things that go on in peoples mind are unfathomable....

while we put up a great big smile on the surface...

we secretly swear the most evil of things in our heads...

if we were to be able to read what others actually think...

fights will break out on the streets...

countries will start wars every other day....

chaos will definately rule this earth....

coz nobody is a saint.....

haiz....

BUT I REALLY WANT TO KNOW WHAT SHE IS THINKING !!!!

haha....

will she say yes ????

theres so much on my mind.......

but when i face this screen of mine....

it all fades away....

hidden somewhere in the vast plains of my brain....

only to riot when i try to slp.......

oh well..... y cant i find the courage to tell you....

hmmm not bad.... i got 53 for my end-of-yr geog.... which adds up to 50 which is a D for the final score..... considering the amt ive studied for the promos im satisfied with the results (there are ppl who studied like dunno how many times harder then me.....)

oh well.... dunno y i wanted to post anyways.....

haizz shouldnt hav looked.... sian..... feel like dying....... bleh...

@$^&*@%$^*&#@

BLEH SCREW CJC LA..... KNN WHERE GOT NEGATIVE MODERATION 1 !!!!!!!!! FUCK U LA U FAT BASTARD..... SCREW MY GP..... GO TO HELL......

on another better note.... i got myself a pair of shorts..... after so long..... haha 50% sale at mambo..... go to pacific plaza if u wanna go buy stuff now....

oh yea.... finally took the first steps.... at least trent helped me to it.....

OVERALL RESULTS (mid yr + eoy):

GP-40 damn im lucky....
Maths- 63 hmmm rather expected....
Econs- 48 hmmm not bad considering i had 27 for mid yrs....
Phys- 53 disappointing.....
Geog- ??? seriously doubt ill pass.... but it wont matter.... =)

hmmm not too shabby i guess..... guess ill see u guys in j2 nxt yr =)

almost forgot... thank you my lord for staying wif me though all the papers.....

on another note.....
OH MAN... IM SUCH A STALKER !!!! PLS KILL ME !!!!!!!!!

hmm ive decided to remain totally neutral whist this chaos rage on (although i do agree with one side more than the other, but thats not the pt) ...... if you dun noe wad happened then nvm..... trust me u dun want to get involved....

on another note... i screwed up my blog.... did sth irreversible... sianzz might be gettin a new blog soon....

arghhhh so much to cover for geog.....

Its zhong qiu jie..... the festival where ppl eat mooncake and stare at the big round thing hanging all the way up there..

BUT THIS YEAR !!!!! u practically cant see the bloody moon coz the retarded ppl in sumatra are burning their crops...... bleh..... also the lil kids are playing with the sparkles thingy not sure wad u ppl call it..... THE AIR IS FUCKED........ @*$$#@*&%*@$#%

i cant even see the blocks 2 streets away........

this proves the fact that you are not the only who suffer frm the repecussions of ur actions.... the ppl around u suffer as well (negative externalities....).... soooo be4 u do anything stupid pls do think of the ppl around u.....

THE AIR IS OR RATHER THE LACK OF IT IS KILLING ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmm i see today is childrens day..... damn im not a kid anymore..... at least they dun see me as a kid anymore coz there aint no more pressies on childrens day..... sob......

anyways it happens to be boris's and sikai's birthday ( hope im not wrong....) so happy birthday ppl.....

arghhh sick on childrens day.... how wonderful.... ZZZZZ..... din go to church or anything jus slept the whole day away.... anyways thanks keith for helping me take over the projector duty.... although ur not at all likely to read this....

hope i get well soon.... haha...