haizzzzzz y must frens leave each other zzzzzzz.... feeling super sad rite now.... but as they say tian sia mei you bu shan de yan si........ haha if u dun noe this u better brush up on ur chinese haha........

haiz y must ppl like wanling qihui and kylie leave us...... jus when i was gettin to noe them well haizz..... u have cheered me up when im feelin down.... consoled me when im sad.....wad would i do withour u ppl.... haizzz

i would really miss all the times we played bball together.....all the times we went out..... al the boring lectures..... all the laughters..... all the smiles...all the tears... all the times we spend together in these 2 months....... haizzzzz

ARGGGGGGGG dun leave me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hihi... yesterday went to watch pink panther !!!!!!! was damn funny haha... in the theatre yl was laughin like a siao lang....hahaha he jus couldnt stop laughin...... haiz kylie couldnt join us again... mayb her parents are jus too strict.... then the few of us wl sheryl barney yl and ash went to play a bit of pool at meridian coz had a bit of time left haha then went to eat dinner and went home....

today went to collect ash's mp3 and sheryl bottle frm huiting then went to play pool again......zzzz should really stop playin pool argggg coz its burnin a HUGE hole in my pockets haha... no money left as usual..... hahah

hmmmmmmmm normal day again...... y isnt my life more interesting haiz....... ok back to todae..... wanted to play bball after skool but ashley nvr bring the ball..... so we sorta went to play wif other ppl for a while... i was playin barefooted again coz i din want to play in my dunks... shit la got blister on my right leg le even though we played for less than 15 mins in total...

then it started to rain for 2 mins and the other ppl went home or sth so we had no ball to play wif zzzz... hahaha then was stonin around at the grandstand until 2+ then me ash barney and sheryl went to play pool..... stupid val pang seh me again...zzz whole day like that 1....

haha yl joined us a bit later... zzz ashley was the best again.....haiz but i was lucky for some games so i won quite a few also........

ZZZZZZZ dunno wad is happenin to me....shit la the situation is gettin worse zzzzzzz dunno wtf is wrong wif me zzzzzzz argggggggggg help me !!!!!!!!!!!!

hmmmmmmmm another boring skool day zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.... slept thru half the lessons lol as usual....... the other half spent talkin bout wad else hahaha.......

after skool we went to huitings house .... whoaaaa her house was full of small lil ornaments..... haha a lil messy......

watched House Of Wax at her house....hahaha jus realised that some of the guys were more humzi than the girls....... at first every1 was watchin then the first scary part came and half of the ppl humed...namely ashley barney and sheryl.......lol HUM !!!!!! they went to play cards themselves.... haiz nvr wait for us.... haha left me val qihui wanling youliang and sikai..... then youliang and sikai was walkin around dunno wad they doing..... or is mayb coz wasnt paying attn to them lol

hahaha val and qihui was so freaked at all the gore and stuff hahaha but they made it thru the show... at least val almost did......

went to play cards nxt.... at first was losing like mad... at 1 point i think i lost $10 but luckily in the end was on a winnin streak and won $6 in the end hahaha....Sheryl won the most...... i think she won like most of her hands and dunno get how many blackjack la..... yl lost all his winnins in the last rnd hahahahahahahahaha lost $10+ in 1 rnd

hmmmmmmm then went home after that.... was a fun day in all at least at huitings house haha

haiz love suxxxxxxx...... Really........

its really dosent matter whether ur on which side....... the 1 lovin or the 1 being loved....as long as either party dosent want the love.........it suxxxxx

haiz............

it gets really troublesome when some1 likes u and yet u hav totally no feelings for them..... it gets even worse when 2 ppl like u at the same time..... of course this is not bout me....... its bout sum1 else i talked to last nite.......

i shall not write my own situation into this blog coz it no doubt will make sum1 sad.....

sooooooo... love suxxxxx when its not returned.....

im sry to any1 who feels sad after readin this entry.... but love cant b forced...... but i will no doubt still feel the pain.......

hmmm went out to play pool todae... met zh yl and val at somerset...sry was late coz got held back by my mum.... stupid yl was moanin away bout how he misses sheryl and how he wanna kills ashley coz he nvr arrange for them to meet first... Anyways ash,sheryl,sharon and barney joined us later.... sharon wore HIGH heels haha shes like taller than me wif the heels.... arggggg when did ash become so pro..... got owned by him even though he was wif sheryl and i was wif val.....haizzz must train more but im so fuckin broke.......... haiz y wont my mum giv me more allowance.... anyways today i was a freeloader for the first time...... sharon gave me a small plate of cabarona(hmm how to spell eh ?) thank you !!!!!! and yl gave me some of his porkribs thank you too!!! i koped barney's fries and also some of ashleys cabarona..... YAY thats my dinner for today !!!!!!!!! haiz i had to go early...so sad couldnt spend more time wif u guys mayb nxt time ba........ All link me !!!!!!! but i dunno how to link other ppl must ask ash again...haiz i suck at this stuff......

erm ppl this is my first blog post...=P i noe my blog looks damn gay..... but its nice.....if u dun already noe...i luv angels..i wanna b an angel.... this is a quote i found frm the net....

Guardian Angels
God gave us each an angel
To watch over us with love.
They're always carrying messages
To Him in Heaven above.

They warn us during danger,
Encourage us to do what is right,
And will always guard and guide us,
Throughout the day and night.

God sent them to protect us,
When crisis comes our way,
And to aid us with our problems
That we encounter every day.

Thank You, my God in Heaven,
For our Guardian Angels dear.
They're just a token of Your love
To help us overcome life's fears.